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"Movin On"
I am often asked the question, " How do you know
when to move on when you are training a barrel horse?" "When do you go from
the walk to the trot to the canter to the run?" The answer to this varies
with horses, their ages, their bone structures and their minds. You must make
sure that the horse understands each stage of the training before stepping up
to the next level. In other words, you introduce the knowledge to him, repeat
the experience until he understands it, test to see how he is handling it and
then it is crucial that you move on. If you do not move on, the horse becomes
stale, bored, stuck, and does not advance. If you move on before he
understands, he will become scared or confused. Moving on at the right time
is crucial to the horse becoming useful and successful.
Isn't that what our lives are made up of? We go
through life gaining knowledge, then experiencing situations and then living
through the situations. How we handle a situation depends upon how much
knowledge we have, how much experience we have and what our mindset is. We
then either move on or become stuck in the mire of the past happenings. The
Bible tells us that there is a time for everything. Read Ecclesiastes 3. It
is a beautiful passage. There are times when we are sad and times to dance, a
time to laugh and a time to grieve.
When I experience times that are hard for me, I
know that I am in training and that If I let God use the hard times in my life
that I will move to a new level in my Faith. From my experiences in the past,
I remind myself that I will not get stuck in grief. I will remember what the
Word of God says and draw strength from its truths and pray to handle
hard experiences as God would have me to.
Today was a day that presented a hard experience
to me. Back in about 1994 or 95, Jerry Biscone asked me to train a horse for
he and his wife, Colleen. He was at Windward Stud Farms and asked me to come
over and ride the horse and see if I thought he would make a barrel horse.
This was my first look at DB Quincy who was nicknamed "Chip". He was double
bred Sir Quincy Dan and was eye popping beautiful. He was a bay horse with no
markings that would make you do a double take when you walked past him. I
wasn't real impressed with his breeding, but after riding him and hearing
about how fast Jerry thought he could run, I agreed to take him home and put
him into training. Jerry already had him real broke, so within 3 weeks, he
was eating the barrels. He had a great desire to run and turn a barrel. The
horse had a beautiful eye and was smart as a whip. He was strong, arrogant,
sure of himself and fast.
The most fun part of the horse business is making
new friends through the horses. The Biscones became special friends through
Chip. Colleen was just starting back running barrels and they were so much
fun to work with. Even though they live in Berthoud, Colorado and I live in
Wayne, Oklahoma, we have managed to ride and train together each year since
we met. Chip and Jerry and Colleen had some great times and some scary times
together. A couple of years ago, he went through colic surgery and came out
better than new. They decided to sell him last year and once again he made
the journey to my house. The horse had never limped in his life, but when he
was vet checked, a bone chip in the knee was found and removed. He had made a
lot of fast runs with a bone chip in his knee. He then took a rest and came
back here again to be sold. (I can't count the times that he has been at my
house.)
To make this story short, he became very lame and
was diagnosed with an avulsion fracture to the accessory carpal bone in the
back of the right knee. After many trips to the vets and everything possible
being done, it was decided that the only humane answer would be to put him
to sleep. Jerry and Colleen were planning the trip to Oklahoma when Jerry was
called to jury duty. I assured them that I could handle all the arrangements
of preparing the grave, assisting the vet and burying Chip. I prayed for a
brave heart and asked God to help me to be able to help my friends. The
planning of the grave site was the first decision, then finding a person with
a back hole to prepare the grave and finally, coordinating the vet to come out
when my husband could come and cover the grave. It all seemed so simple until
we started on the arrangements. Then I began to feel a terrible sadness. My
heart began to feel like it was being torn. The grief began creeping over
me.
When it came time today to say good-bye to Chip,
my friend Kathie O'Brien came driving in. I asked her what she was up to and
she said, " I have come to help you." God knew that I was not able to
complete the task for Jerry and Colleen, and He sent Kathie here. When Chip
was safely in his grave, Kathie walked back around to the other side of the
house where I had waited. I tried to say "Thank You", but I couldn't speak.
She didn't speak a word to me. Our eyes met and I knew that what she had just
experienced was very hard for her. She had stood in my place for Jerry and
Colleen. As she walked past me to her car to leave, her jaw was set and she
was marching on. I was reminded that I had seen that look on her face
before. She is a "movin on" person. She had that same "movin on" look to her
face when she fought and beat cancer. She was a reminder to me that we
experience life, hurt, grieve, and then move on.
Perhaps today you are stuck in some area of your
life. Stuck is not an option for us. We must learn to experience life and
move on. One example of this in the Bible is when David's son was dying.
David fasted and lay all night on the earth for 7 days. When his child died,
he arose from the earth, and washed and anointed himself, and changed his
clothes and came into the house of the Lord and worshipped. Then he came to
his own house and ate. You can read about this in 2 Samuel 12 . His servants
inquired as to why he did this. He said, " While the child was yet alive, I
fasted and wept; for I said, Who can tell whether God will be gracious to me,
that the child may live? But now he is dead, why should I fast? Can I bring
him back again? I shall go to him, but he shall never return to me." David
was "movin on". He got up and went back to living life.
Paul tells us in the book of Philippians to forget
the things that are behind us and to reach forward to the things ahead. It is
impossible to open a door ahead if you are holding on to one behind you. I am
reminded today to remember the wonderful things that God brought into my life
through the horse, Chip. I am reminded that God is in control of all things,
but He cannot guide something that is standing still. May we all be "movin
on" to what is ahead with great expectation in our hearts. There is a time
for everything. Just remember that time never stands still and neither should
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